TeLL me the Reasons...

Sigh... living life so not meaningfully now... wasting my time away..
playing hard ever so often... slacking hard... well i know i shld reverse my lifestyle to working hard. blame it on my self laziness and my bad habits..
poor attitude i'm having i know... but wat to do... i jus cant change myself over night rite... gif me time.. i'll change and gear myself back to work. I promise to work hard and try to achieve all the targets and goals! yea i will...

i hate myself for leading my life tis way... seriously... i jus feel like i've no directions in life, kinda lost now, dunno what i really want...

been goin crazy over XP recently... tis kinda infatuation happens to me all the time. althou many frens of mine disagree tat i shld be crazy bout him but he gives me a happy feeling whenever i'm with him. is the "feel" u know... but.. he jus doesn't reciprocate. hope tis feeling goes away soon and fast.

everytime i've a crush on someone, it'll somehow or rather majorly affect me in my life and work... maybe rite now i really do wish for someone to care bout me, to be there when i'm down and to make me happy all the time... i want TLC!!! being single for quite sometime have me craving for love again... *sings* WHERE'S IS THE LOVE? WHERE'S IS THE LOVE......


wish tat someday somewhere somehow...
i would find all my happiness...